I had an interesting morning. usually everything is smooth sailing, but from the moment I woke up it seems as if things were happening to throw my energy off. I stayed focus, stuck to my routine breakfast- meditate- write * no phone no emails etc* at 8:34 am ( what my phone says) I wrote the line Love is Bigger than Fear and the words instantly started to flow. But you know what happened? I started to think do I want to do this? Is this good? I should write something else?. That my friend is what you call DOUBT DOUBT DOUBT. So from about 9-11 am I spent two hours doubting.. and thats the one thing that can block inspiration.
Ironically here I am writing a song about fear and literally living it out before I can finish the 2nd verse. After aimlessly trying to write a new song I finally I had a lightbulb moment.I knew God was saying ”finish what I gave you.” and I did just that.
I truly look at writing as a gift. And when you are given a gift you can’t make it into what you want to be. If someones gives you a sweater , then that gift will be just that. A SWEATER> unless they give you the option of taking it back.
I said all that to say this, don’t doubt or most importantly manipulate your gift. It is what it’s supposed to be.
Do you’re part and God will do the rest. And when it comes to gifts, the best thing you can do is just open it.
Thank you for being on this journey with me. Sometimes opening a gift in front of people can be scary because you don’t know what’s inside or what will come out. But I get rid of that fear a little more each day.